chasing the only meaningful memory you thought you had left
Been awhile, hasn’t it? I don’t have a good explanation. Things have been worrisome and okay and then worrisome again and finally okay. There have been lots of medical concerns in my life, and none on me, and they have all come back with good results. Medical issues have been a theme of the month. Billy has gotten sick, and a few others.
On the flip side, everyone in my life has been very grown up recently. Billy bought a very lovely house, Leila bought her own car; it’s all rather impressive. Me and my zero financial dependence on the parents sort of looks unimpressive when you consider the quantity of financial aid that i’ve gotten.
I’ve been spending more and more time with Chris as of late, and lots of conversations with Rebekah. It’s nice to feel like I’ve got a sturdy group of friends to fall back on when I need them.
Carnality ball is this weekend, an event I have been gearing up for with much anticipation. I’ve purchased a porcelain corset from Nicole Moan with a green flame print, and will likely look pretty rocking hot. Coming with me will be Billy (whose makeup I get to do!), Chris (whose chest I will be painting), Rebekah, Andrea, and maybe others.
My life has been peaceful recently. Financially at ease, relationship is calm and happy, friends to spend time with, family without drama… the lives of those around me, though, they have been the messy ones. I will count April as a good month for me and move past it.
I finished my finals as of yesterday, and am now free for the month. Billy and I are going to South Padre Island for a weekend at the end of it, and then I start summer school for a month. The last month of summer will be free as well.