You should love yourself
Remember when I used to post every day? I’m not sure what’s happened between how I used to write and how I write now, but I somehow have less to say even though just as much is happening.
Lindsay and I attended the Berkeley debate tournament in JV, and got to final rounds and dropped on a 2-1. She was 5th speaker, I believe, and I was second. It was fun all around and should gear us up nicely for Novice Nats in a few weeks.
Classes have started with a minor tweak in scheduling that I suppose I ought to post here sometime. I love all of my classes and genuinely enjoy attending them, although the compounded body of reading feels like it’s smothering me. There is so much to do all of the time.
I’ve been making serious attempts to see my friends more often, and I feel quite a bit better about the world. I’ve been sliding in and out of a very anxious depression in some aspects of my life. I forgot how much of it comes down to choosing to be happy, and to talk about things in a rational way and not let it all build up until I’m an emotional wreck.
I got rear ended a few days ago. There’s hardly any damage and I’d honestly just prefer to pretend the whole thing never happened… we’ll see if the woman who hit me ever calls. Nothing, so far.
The important thing is that I love what it is and stop crying for what it isn’t… "More, more, more" is not the sort of refrain I’d like to keep in my life.
February 5th, 2007 at 12:25 am
I do love myself. Sometimes several times a day.